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[aid] => mick
[title] => My Demons
[time] => 2008-07-06 07:52:19
[hometext] => Don’t worry, not everything I write is always this miserable! Its just another poem about past hard times, and kind of a sequel to my poem Anorexia. As for many, putting unbearable feelings into words helps.
[bodytext] => Tired and afraid, but fakely contented, led on then lost, my ego left dented, its hard to describe, this urge that I feel, this urge to step back, step back and not deal, with these demons I let, let live in my head, they make up my selfishness, they make me see red, Yet I cannot blame, my actions on these, they give me a rush, which won’t fail to please, they fill my emptiness, but not for long, it feels so good, how can it be wrong? And when I don’t do well, why do I get the blame? would you blame a smoker, for lighting their flame? in a different way, it is the same, why can they not see? It’s the lifestyle I claim. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 207 [topic] => 65 [informant] => xmissbeex [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => toughstuff )
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