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[sid] => 142438
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Why Should I Care?
[time] => 2008-05-17 04:18:59
[hometext] => I wrote this the night I left St. John. I left because I was being abused by a member and felt it was the only way to make it stop as St. John would do nothing to stop it and it wasn't until I lef that I realised they had only said they cared 2use me!
[bodytext] => I know I really should have cared but this was written about how I felt. Why should you care I shouldn’t be alone right now? I only sat in front of you not so long ago. My body trembled with fear. As my eyes watered, with sorrow. Why should you care if I’m backed into a corner? You don’t suffer the way I do. You just pretend they care to use me. And now you’re annoyed that I haven’t pulled through. Why should you have listened when I needed you? I’m not as strong as what I should be. So I guess you have a right to be annoyed. I guess you’ve a right to not like me. Why should I care about what’s happening? I’m only dropping some thing I enjoy out of fear. He threatened to ‘cut me into pieces if I tell you’, So why does it matter I sat in front of you almost in tears? [comments] => 1 [counter] => 302 [topic] => 65 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => toughstuff )
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