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[aid] => mick
[title] => You'll Never Know
[time] => 2008-05-05 04:46:15
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[bodytext] => Some days I wonder why I even try, When all I want is to die. I loved you for some stupid reason. We didn’t even have anything in common. Love sucks; I’m sick of this feeling. I want to get rid of this thing. This thing that’s in my chest and, unfortunately, still beating. I want it out. I go through day after day, Wondering if you want me to stay. I would gladly end this pathetic life. If you want, you could even do it with a knife. You’ve already torn apart That stupid thing in my chest called a heart. Make it stop beating…please… I sometimes wonder if I left, would you notice? I hide the pain quite well; I can be a good actress. If I just didn’t show up one day, What would you say? Sometimes I think you wouldn’t care. You go every day, never noticing that I’m there. When I leave, you’ll never know. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 213 [topic] => 36 [informant] => Bubbles02 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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