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[sid] => 141222
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[aid] => mick
[title] => Realization Made
[time] => 2008-03-28 09:16:50
[hometext] => This poem didnt end the way I wanted it to originally, but it helped me to see that something else needed to end.
[bodytext] => Smothering the undeniable pain And so I continue to play the part I can ignore my hunger for now anyways No matter where I am, this is the state Im in Even if you mean every lovely word you say It isnt perfect and you know it But I cant seem to find a way You dont want to understand, that Im not what you thought Imagining its you I dont love but its not I am universally hated by my own hand Never ever thought Id be this way Pushing from what I thought I always have wanted Then again I was never good at predicting Just good enough to be forever contradicting I arrange myself into halves, one uncertain of the others motives Beneath the mask I have given them, they battle it out to the death Maybe the feelings were halved, yes maybe thats it Simply for they are equal in measure Various in their perpetual unlikliness And its here that my heart stops For if my mind has split, I am uncertain Time for the bomb to drop Because if its uncertain... Love it is not [comments] => 2 [counter] => 208 [topic] => 43 [informant] => Marrs [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 7 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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