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[sid] => 138559
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Almost gone
[time] => 2007-11-16 15:48:12
[hometext] => Just another thought in my head I wrote down... it's about life
[bodytext] => There is no forgiveness I live this myself hate made with the loss of you Never could have been good enought always fell the same an every one's sorry but I'm to blame for all that's over now I can't breathe with my head under the water drown me out Your feel hurt too when there's nothing left for you too abuse Your sorry I know soon your become back to the old you always faking with every smile BUt not this time NO it's over an You can let me drown LOst it all Myself hate realize it's you who gave me this pain inside my heart every time I missed you every time I told you I couldn't feel this again about any one else CAn't rest can't beleave this is me Nothing wanted in the end so undead Take maybe my last breath looking for a way to find a place to hide this shame Never faking why I have no reason to explain let my self wash away end this sickness that never helps this demon killing me Nothing you can see it's under the skin a part to deep to view beside the point this my own hell an every thought dosn't help my minds tired of every line of lies that your memories alway remind my heart to bleed knowing that there's nothing left only a brokon heart in my head alone in hell no one can hear me screaming no one can see in deep see the breaking dream when there's no air to breathe when There is no forgiveness I Remember I live this Don't know what to think I just let go of everything now I feel pushed out just lost what's been killing me most Lay me down burry me some where deep Let me rest Because I never get to sleep Your the only thought I wish I couldn't keep Your the only one that makes me wish I wasn't me so lay me down and let me be.... If you could only see the pain inside of my soul you gave then maybe you wouldn't be so happy to make me bleed YOu must want too hold down and kill my trust With every word you speak I fall farther in too deep Broken heart and dreams all thats left of me it seems let go of my every thing Don't know what to think I felt my heart brake an shatter like a glass dream lost every reason an not hearing what i need brokon hopes what I wish i wasn't but it's become just constant fear Reflecting the ugly that I see in me ya you made it clear what you think i am now I feel pushed out just lost what's been killing me most the qustion is gone but the answer was no fill the shallow hole so alone to be only nume but it's been hurting for so long no one see's me holding on when I'm almost gone [comments] => 1 [counter] => 200 [topic] => 6 [informant] => danhar07 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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