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[sid] => 13850
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => ....Not Supposed to be Here
[time] => 2003-03-06 19:20:00
[hometext] => Have you ever felt like you were taking the place of someone else? Or felt like you weren't supposed to be at that place?
[bodytext] => All of my "good works"
seem to bring a lot of pain, I'm beginning to think that it's all in vain. I've been feeling (for a while) that I don't belong here, Now things are beginning to happen nearly just as I feared. Many things have happened that have left scars on my heart, But I can only take so much before I fall apart. At night, I sometimes look at what could be a "good life," And then I realize I'll never get it and try to end it with a knife. I'm now far away from my suicidal thoughts, But those suicidal thoughts well soon turn into many evil plots. Luckily, my good side won't let those plots manifest, Because if my thoughts could take form it would be worse than 100 pests. I've always felt as though "I was meant to be alone," As if my heart was assassinated and I was casted off of my Royal Throne. Through all of my problems I never learned how to shed a tear, But something doesn't feel right kind of like.... ....I'm not supposed to be here. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 208 [topic] => 32 [informant] => Sonibe [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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