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[aid] => mick
[title] => * Not even you presence around me… changes the doubts within me.
[time] => 2007-11-01 06:20:10
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[bodytext] => Monday, July 02, 2007 * Not even you presence around me… changes the doubts within me. I have no time for pain…. No time for hurt… I am weak in this moment, But am strong trying to get through it… This weakness has caused a change within me… Not a change permanent… Yet a change that unmasks my weakness.. . In this moment. yet, with the clear obvious facts that lay in from of you… that I have broken promises to show you… that I have broken promises to reveal to me… that I have even tainted your perception of me.. so that I can confront you.. with the obvious .. I have confronted you and you tell me.. What my heart believes but at the same time my mind says no. The answer why to that… You already know. -only you- but one thing I don't understand is, is that through it all, with it all, it is clear that you are not truthful to it all… but why do you keep me here with you excuses, and your seem like lies… it is time for me to walk away.. and simply say good-bye. Now, I am not writing this to brag, I am not writing this to cause pain, Yet, I am writing this to simply explain… So many I have turned away for hopes of a man out of you to stand to me with honesty. So many I have failed to notice, Because my heart was on another focus. So many I have lost as friends, Because my trust was towards you till the end. Now, What good has this done for me.. Except make a fool.. ..out of the person you see.. ..as me. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 156 [topic] => 22 [informant] => jillian_phan [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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