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[aid] => mick
[title] => paradise lost
[time] => 2007-10-29 10:34:40
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[bodytext] => i wanted to sit with a pen and a piece of paper And write all that i wasn't able to say during all this time (almost two years) it is said that i have that "commitment phobia" or whatever anyway i wanted to write no, i actually wanted to say but words get lost before they come i just saw you through the window of my (few weeks ago i would say 'our') apartment two years... good two years i thought so but we never agreed on anything, didn't we? sitting here by myself i realized that everythig i have to say was already said by someone else and maybe that was the reason why i never said it out loud because my 'individualism'? and, besides, why should i say it? you were the only person who really knew me and walked away taking you son with you for the weekends will see you in few hours and maybe i'll tell you that yesterday i got a new job and now my ambition's to become workholic and that i did something stupid that made me realize that everything's over becasue of the words unsaid [comments] => 4 [counter] => 268 [topic] => 32 [informant] => lmt [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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