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[sid] => 137593
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => EveryThing
[time] => 2007-10-01 07:51:12
[hometext] => finally letting go
[bodytext] => i'm tired of searching and waiting wishing and anticipating wanting something i wIll neVer have i'm tired of this sometimes amazing often crazy life i'm tired of wanting you and you not caring your everything i have ever wanted but everything i know i probably dont neEd why wait for someone who is not waiting for you why wait on you when i know i'm not what you rEally want and i know i'm not what you neEd FOR all this Time I've bEen stucK on you Not EVer wanting to leT go just wanting to HOld you close but all this time it was just once upon a time and no longer will it EVer bE i'm stuck in a fairy tale that wilL NEVer come true i KEep having the same dREAms and they all COnsist of YOu but why is my only question i know your not thinking of me NOr wilL you evER be so whY cant i just FOrget you the past and everything we ever had what is it that makes me weak everytime i sEe your face and everytime you say one word to me why is it hard to breathe when i walk past you or SeE you why is it that everytime you smiLe i wish that smile was just for me why cant i just get a hold of myself get control of myself i dont even know myself anymore without you i cant stand the way it is now i mean me without you but your hapPy now and thats all i have ever wanted from day one and i'm still LIving in the past so now i think i'm letTing go i think its time to let someone else have a chance i guess its not that bad you were just the best i have ever had and everything i wanted or thought i did at one point in life but now i'm saying goodbye maybe one day you'll come back to me and you'll be everything i ever wanted but EVerything i use to NEeD<333333 [comments] => 0 [counter] => 159 [topic] => 52 [informant] => snowflake [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => goodbyepoetry )
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