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[aid] => mick
[title] => I died Inside
[time] => 2007-09-11 02:50:02
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[bodytext] => as i sit here with no feeling in my body or no expression on my face thoughts start to wander my mind drifts off into another place this empty feeling i wish i could erase but i know i will never be able to shake this feeling as i lie lifeless on my bed staring at the ceiling thinking what if i would of said or done that feels like my mind,soul,and body is at combat i wish u could understand as i try to stay in command struggling as my soul slips thru my hands looks like it was all in vain cant break this mental chain these feelings im having at the moment i wish i could explain so u can see the thoughts running thru my brain my mind and body at its limits cant maintain to much strain but please dont worry its starting to get hard to finish this because the tears make everything blurry It was fate i knew it was going to come to this but before i go can i just get one final kiss even though we havent known each other for long you made me feel bliss but that was the past not enough time left to reminisce I really thought you were the one but its to late i cant take back the things ive said and done now to do the cowards way and continue to run im sorry i wish i could of lived up to your expectations im sorry i caused some much headache and fustration it looks like i failed again im sorry to all the people i hurt especially you sorry for the heartbreak i put you through [comments] => 0 [counter] => 145 [topic] => 32 [informant] => Tormented_Being [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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