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[aid] => mick
[title] => anonymous: who are you?
[time] => 2007-07-27 04:21:02
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[bodytext] => when i am doing what i really need to do when i think long and hard, and make the best decision when i succumb to my ultimate fears again and again, but know that i don't give up no matter what when i control my righteous rage to lash out, kill, destroy and self-destruct when i look into an ordinary person's eyes and tell them that i live everyday to fullfill my destiny when i look into the alpine misty wilderness and loose myself into the clouds when i stare into the weakness within me and tell it that i'm taking over when i cry because i have never felt love when i feel down because i have no humor, personality or social skills when i have been unjustly dealt injustice and verbally abused when i stare into the abyss and know that i don't know and likely will never know why all this is when i can tell my childhood heroes in the end that i tried to be like them, and i deeply admire them when i think of the huge odds against me, and feel discouraged when i see multitude of people who are better than me, and feel discouraged again when i sacrifice my honor, my righteousness, my happiness, my respect, my soul, my body, my integrity, my conscious, my desire, my gods, my love, my everything for my volition to achieve my destiny. depressed, saddened, angered, rarely happy, embarrassed, scared, hopeless, and yet there's no recourse, i must do what i deem i must do [comments] => 0 [counter] => 172 [topic] => 14 [informant] => ZforZachariah [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DreamsandWishes )
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