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[title] => This Life I Lead
[time] => 2007-07-26 01:04:36
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[bodytext] => If I had the chance to make the right decisions I would... Stop all these head on collisions so I might be understood... Maybe I woulda been able to finish what I started... Before my dreams became diminished and departed... So I'm just gasping for air in an ocean of tears... And I don't have to ask why because the reason is clear... I can't handle much more and its taking over me... I'm not that girl you once knew...now I have this mask covering me... You won't see a smile or a word... No such thing will occur ... I don't know what happening to me... This depression has blinded me to the point where I cannot see... I need someone to rescue this girl from this life she leads... I feel like I'm acting on a movie screen... Pretending to be happy and going by script... But inside my heart is shredded & ripped... Tell me what you do when you have nothing left to give Nothing left to love and nothing left to live Do you proceed to go on with this lie Even though you know it wont work you continue to try Is that a womans duty in this world Ask no questions...just be his girl? I cant do this...its decaying my soul and ripping away my will Yet here I stand...here I fall...here I wake.....still I deserve more Being disrespected, neglected and ignored.. Why do I let him do it...what do I have against myself Its not only ruining my sanity but also my health But I guess its all on me [comments] => 1 [counter] => 162 [topic] => 21 [informant] => ntee8t7y [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 9 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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