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[aid] => mick
[title] => ***VODKA***
[time] => 2007-06-27 10:55:49
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[bodytext] => Vodka on the rocks and a whole lot of complications the ice cubes tingle as I swallow down my pain. Doused in vodka with an unclear view on this world. I swim through my hopelessness, dancing to the tune of my hidden rage. The hope for love, crushed again. another scar on my heart. another hole in my soul you could see right through by now. If there is anything left for me it will soon disappear as did my trust and faith with every waking hour spent in confusion; The grayness of existence, the rules the players, the cards, I lost… the mockery, the maze, the vicious circle How many years have I got left of this? I know no loneliness I am my own worst friend It's just a downward spiral of self-abuse. Pour another drink and erase my mind. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 252 [topic] => 43 [informant] => Davinah [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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