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[sid] => 135056
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => So i sit!
[time] => 2007-06-08 19:22:54
[hometext] => this is actually pretty accuriate to my actual existance, so yeah... criticism always welcome! lol!
[bodytext] => as i sit here by myself listening to my music, i often think back to those happier times, when i felt alive, when a new day meant everything, when i would look down at my hand just to see yours. But then i snap out of it and find myself here again, in this dark room with this scotch still resting in my hand, and i still have it, that numb feeling where my heart used to be, there is no ache, no pain, just numbness something i can't stand. I gave you warning right, i told you i gave you my all, i said plain and simply that i put in my everything, i don't think you realised what you were doing when you pushed me, when you gave up on us i was left all broken. So now i sit here day in day out just passing through, living this life, my life, as though i am a bystander, i just work, drink and sleep, thats all day in day out, everything else seems like too much of an effort now. so i sit, so i drink, so i live a life that is as empty as i feel, so i wait for something to magically change. so i sit! [comments] => 2 [counter] => 175 [topic] => 48 [informant] => jackson21 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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