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[sid] => 132902
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => i feel
[time] => 2007-03-20 15:26:20
[hometext] => i just feel like it's all been ripped out of me...
[bodytext] => i feel let down. angry. lost. putrid. broken. i feel so stupid... my best efforts feel worthless. my energy rusted. wasted! i feel forgotten... and it makes me feel so rotten. i feel guilty. drowned in self-pity. numb. exhausted. achey... you knew i needed to you today... and yesterday... but you had to put me down! ALL of you. you had to crush me down. after you'd burned my fuse. ... just so you could shout at me once more. after you watched me fall, you lost it with me once more... even though i've cut no more sores...! ... I HATE YOU ALL! i f******* sick of you're abuse!!!!!!!!!!! [comments] => 3 [counter] => 252 [topic] => 48 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => Mod 9 3/20/07 Bleep word. Please bleep the whole word. Thanks . [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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