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[aid] => mick
[title] => A Desperate Attempt To Ease The Pain
[time] => 2007-03-16 20:04:55
[hometext] => I wrote this after I broke up with my boyfriend. I still liked him, but things were complicated and I decided it would be best if we were just friends. He stopped talking to me for 3 months. Things are okay now though and we're talking again.
[bodytext] => Even though I should have expected it, the words hurt so much more than I ever could have imagined. An invisible knife, stabbing me, over and over again, and through the open wounds drain my memories, a part of my life, and in their place seeps emptiness. A nothingness worse than nothing, a nothingness that fills every space, replacing the memories that now blur, when I try to recall, and in their place, seeps emptiness. It's unpredictable, burning me inside, taking away my breath, so much that I curl and hug myself, a desperate attempt to ease the pain. But it's always there, in the form of nothing, emptiness. I cannot think, I cannot breath, there is nothing I can do. The pain wont stop, I've given up but at least I tried. I didn't want things to be like this, and I never wanted anyone to get hurt. But I've given up now, and there is nothing I can do. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 268 [topic] => 48 [informant] => mesano [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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