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[aid] => mick
[title] => Damaged Heart
[time] => 2007-02-25 23:26:26
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[bodytext] => I no longer have any fight left in me; I’ve been beaten down beyond repair My heart has been broken to a million pieces, yet he didn’t even seem to care The love of my life is who he was; I’d get lost looking into his eyes What had I been thinking, he was only full of lies I made a promise to never fall again; I wouldn’t even have the love to give back After all that suffering, I believe that my heart’s turned black I began to live my life however I chose, that was careless and free I didn’t care about anybody; alls I cared about was me I could have this guy or that guy with just a pick up of the phone Yet somehow no matter who it was, I always still felt alone Friend’s I’d tell them all, it’s all we can ever be Sorry, it’s not you, please don’t take it personally I’d see them once or twice, but that was usually all No longer wanting anything to do with them, I’d stop answering their call At one point I actually met somebody whose company I enjoyed With everyday we spoke he seemed to fill that awful void I could tell he really liked me and wanted there to be more Friends is what I told him, I was keeping my promise I had made before A relationship was out of the question, I made that loud and clear But as time went on feelings for him began to appear I fought them for as long as I could, but that’s when he began to date What in the world is wrong with me, I could lose a great guy if I continue to wait I made a decision to finally tell him right then And just hoped that time wouldn’t repeat itself again I have made so many mistakes; one after another since this relationship’s begun But yet he continues to stay with me, he doesn’t just turn and run If I continue to make these mistakes I know eventually he’ll disappear There’s no way I could handle that, the pain would be to severe He remains with me because he understands everything I’ve been through But it’s obvious I have to change, it’s my way to say to him, thank you With every new breath that I take, I will continue to change my ways He’s not the one that hurt me; he’s the one to give me better days I love this man; with him I want to spend the rest of my life This is the one that I hope to call my husband and me his wife. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 212 [topic] => 2 [informant] => lilblkcat [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LovePoetry )
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