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[aid] => mick
[title] => Gambling My Friendships
[time] => 2007-01-28 23:16:54
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[bodytext] => I just had a dream and in it the only person I had left was you. nobody else cared- you were the only one. I was aware of that but surprisingly, it didn't bother me. not that much, anyway. you know why? why it didn't bother me? because I knew I had you. and even though it was just one person I was okay. but then I did something screwed up in some way- and I lost you now I had nobody left not even memories of anyone because when I lost you I also lost anything I had ever had with anyone nobody remembered nobody knew me I tried to tell them but nobody could hear me nobody could see me even though I was right there they stared right past me. and it was like I never existed at all just because I put all my trust into you I gambled friendships for you I thought I didn't need anyone but you and, hey- maybe I was right it could have been just you we could have been perfect forever but I just had to screw it up. with that stupid gamble I lost everything I ever had and everything I ever could've had I lost everything. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 219 [topic] => 48 [informant] => musicXisXlife [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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