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[sid] => 130150
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => For Every Tear
[time] => 2007-01-04 23:40:11
[hometext] => I'm kinda confused... do i like them or do i hate them?
[bodytext] => For every tear I cry for you, For every tear that falls for you, I wish I could gather them all up and drown you! I wish I could make you suffer and writhe in pain, I want your soul to shrivel up and die inside you, To feel what I feel, hear what I hear, cry while I cry. When your soul cries out, I hear it. And I cry with it. The pain and sorrow you feel is great, the wounds deep. But I want you to know how I feel, what I feel. Many would think that’s cruel, why make another suffer? They don’t know the bonds and trust that is born, Created from sharing griefs, sadness and sorrows. Nightly the tears fall from my eyes, tears for you. I hate you with all my being, but its because I love you. I hate the way you make me cry and miss you. If I didn’t love you, if I didn’t have these feelings, Then I wouldn’t hate you and what you do to me. You make me confused and and lost, yet happier then ever before. I want to kill your beautiful soul, drown you in my tears. I want to rip your heart out and feed it to you. I want you to leave me alone, just drop out of my life forever. Never again do I want your smiling face in front of me, Or your gentle voice whispering in my ear, soothing me, Or your warm embrace holding me close to your heart. Every part of me wants to strangle you, rob you of life. You don’t deserve to live! You can’t do this to me! How can you hurt me like this, make me feel so lost? Who gave you the right to have such control over my heart?! You hold my entire existence in your hands, you have total control. Why do you have my heart and not break it? Everyone has always broken my heart, why won’t you? You keep me going and I hate you for that. No one should rule my life but me! I hate loving you and you loving me back. Before you came along, I was fine. I had control, I knew who I was and where I was going. Then you stepped in and now I can’t decide anything. You make me feel forever guilty and happy, all at once. Guilty over who I am and was, who I’ll become. Happy because now I have someone to change for. I have someone who is a prince, and I wanna be his princess. I hate it! I loved being wild and free, Able to be whoever I wanted to be. But now I want to change for you, and I hate that! Only I should decide how I should think and act, And you agree with me! You have no flaws! I hate that you can’t make me mad at you, Why can’t you make me hate you for being an egotistical male? If I could hate you, even just a little, Then I could take back my life and stop thinking of you. You just love it that you have such control, Because I gave you control, you didn’t have to do anything. I hate you for loving me so much and being there. I have become so dependent on making you happy, On seeing you smile and lean in to kiss me. Used to be need-less, I didn’t rely on anybody, Not anymore thanks to you! I hate loving you so much, I hate it! It’s not right that one person can just come, Not even sneaking or being obvious, And steal my heart, the heart I’ve tried so hard to shield! Even while I say I hate you, scream it to the world, I know that without you, I would give up on life. And that is what I hate the most. The way that I love you so completely and totally That nothing else matters, not even my own needs. I have never felt like this before, never loved someone. I do love being in love with you, even while I hate to, Admit, that you are my world, my existence relies on you. I do want to drown you in my tears, But then even as I watched you die, I would cry. Cry for all we have, how good it is, How much I want it to last forever. I hate its so perfect and fulfilling, When I finally lose you forever, it’ll hurt even more. I hate loving you and knowing, at any time, It could all be over and I'll go back, Back to the way I was before you started to love me. I may hate you because I love you, But I hate the life I had before loving you even more. So please, don’t hate me for hating you, I don’t really hate you, I really truly love you [comments] => 3 [counter] => 214 [topic] => 6 [informant] => Munchkin [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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