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[aid] => mick
[title] => Ana's Girl
[time] => 2006-12-09 11:22:58
[hometext] => eating disorders...heres how it feels to have one if you don't.
[bodytext] => I tried so hard to smile Face myself with truthful eyes But too much pain and loneliness Were screaming in my mind I tried to find the comfort Some strength to get me through And looking down at my empty soul, Ana, I found you. Things were going great at first You knew everything I knew Never have I had a friend That treats me like you do Sometimes I couldn’t help but cry From what you expected of me But then I came to realize that you were just Supporting my big dream Other times I hated you For how you made me feel But I must admit I owe to you Making my life feel so real I know how much you hated Me gaining some weight And when I opened up my mouth For that tic tac that I ate Ana, I am sorry If I ever got you upset But you were always one To forgive and not forget I know I had to make it up to you Maybe lose fifteen more pounds And once all my bones were showing We would wear that golden crown The honesty made us grow closer And during times of stress There was nothing more I wanted to see Than us looking our complete best I know how much it makes you proud To see my ribs shining through my clothes The happiness you give to me is all I want to know [comments] => 1 [counter] => 189 [topic] => 76 [informant] => bmurph [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => obsession )
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