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[sid] => 128616
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Sadness
[time] => 2006-11-23 23:31:02
[hometext] => I wrote this when my girlfriend, whom i loved dearly left me.
[bodytext] => As the last of the dead leaves fall from the branches And the air starts to get that little chill I wonder how many more chances I will get to feel How nice the air is up here I stand at the top of this mountain Looking down, and wanting to share This sight with you But I know that you no longer care I wish that I still had your love But I know that you no longer care You told me you loved me Then you pushed me away You told me you hate me Then you wrap your arms around me You stayed with me And said you wanted to leave You left me And said that you wished you never had I wish you would make up your mind Love me, Hate me, I wish I knew Which one, I would rather have you do I am starting to feel myself slip away From all that is important to me I feel as if I should leave this place And I mean the world I can feel the dark embrace of death But I do not fear it I long for it And I hope that by reading this you have seen That I never stopped loving you Now I see you with him And I wonder if this pain will ever go away Was your love for me just a sham? I think this hurt is here to stay I hope you are happy with him I hope he loves you as much as I do I hope he never hurts you The pain you have caused me Will never go away And I hope that you never know how it feels To lose the person you hold closer Than anyone in the world I told you everything about me I told you about all of my hopes and dreams You told me that you loved the way I thought If so, why did you leave me What did I do wrong You said you loved the way I felt about you And that I had the courage to tell you And then you come back and say That I am to loving You once told me that it wasn't a bad thing Well, loving you to much, is what made you leave When you left, it destroyed me I broke down and cried I hadn't cried in years My heart is now empty And I don't know that I will ever love again Just know that i have never stopped loving you And I never will Though you have hurt me And broke me I have to live on I hate living without you I will never forget you But you will forget me It may not be soon But I will gently fade from your memory You will hear my voice, but not be able to place it Just another voice from the past That is what I will become to you So I say my goodbye to you And hope that you will always be happy Goodbye [comments] => 3 [counter] => 196 [topic] => 48 [informant] => RichardGillis [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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