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[aid] => mick
[title] => Confusion of Feelings
[time] => 2006-10-14 18:35:38
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[bodytext] => Are these feelings true? Or just loneliness and lust Sitting constantly thinking A heart that feels passions Lights up and sends my heart on fire Each day goes by since that day A wandering mind A lost soul in a cruel world Wondering what the truth is Whether I truly like you Whether it’s just searching to be like everyone else This secret longing is so painful Not being able to do a single thing Hurts more than the consequences if I told you How I feel is so complicated I myself don’t understand it Maybe you would if only I wasn’t so afraid If only this shyness and fear Would give way to my true feelings Expressing myself is so hard I wish it were easier Now I wonder what would happen Thinking and rethinking the possibilities, the outcomes Seeing you makes me feel hopeless If only my parents weren’t so strict Then maybe this wouldn’t be so complicated Why is it always “if only?” Maybe one day you’ll know my feelings Hopefully you’ll feel the same way And my dreams would come true But that would be happily ever after And somehow my life doesn’t work like that So I sit here and write Trying to figure things out I need guidance on this But I don’t know where to look So I'm a hopeless dreamer Drowning in my own confusion [comments] => 1 [counter] => 239 [topic] => 2 [informant] => kami [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LovePoetry )
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