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[aid] => mick
[title] => My ToTaLLy MeSsEd Up MiNd...
[time] => 2006-09-15 04:40:17
[hometext] => I havent written in ages so Im a bit rusty but today i finally had the urge to write again and this is what came out of me. Id love to know your thoughts... Cheers ~Delusions~
[bodytext] => Im totally screwed in the head, Cant make anyone understand, Starting to loose all concept, Of which way is up and which is down. Suffocating with thoughts of who or what I should be, Dizzy from people constantly saying, All I should be is me. Everyone thinks Im so perfect, So why do I cry? Im screaming on the inside, But all they hear is a sigh, Feeling scared and alone, I want to be free from this mind. Nobody believes such a princess, Such a drama queen, With a life that has treated her so kind, Could ever feel how I feel.... But I do, And I no longer know how to save myself, From these thoughts invading, My totally messed up mind. [comments] => 0 [counter] => 177 [topic] => 13 [informant] => Delusions [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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