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[sid] => 124383
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => good bye pain
[time] => 2006-08-12 18:13:44
[hometext] => im not suicidal so dont think that....
[bodytext] => how can i speak straight? when everything in my head is hare. i hare my whole exsistance, i hate all my importantance. why even try when there's so much pain! whithin my head it seems everyday it's rain, the clouds greay and the drops are red, as blood, and i feel so dirty as if i fell in mud. my thoughts are blackened by my feelings. and i can't really stop it, it's never healing. the world around is just so terriable and wrong. my hurtful and dreadful life is taking to long. i feel dead, i might as well be my brain is flooded with all these thought, it's hard to see. my life is a living hell, i should be dead, **** it might as well. so bye world, here i go my fast death should be a good show. well, the pain will be gone so will the hate i should do it now before it gets too late bye bye o hateful place the last place i'll be will be in a wooden case [comments] => 1 [counter] => 192 [topic] => 36 [informant] => kittyclown [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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