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[sid] => 123859
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Unnoticed, Unwanted
[time] => 2006-07-30 09:23:22
[hometext] => This is just something I thought about when I cried myself to sleep last night.
[bodytext] => I cry in front of you, and you don't even notice. I cut in front of you, and you don't even notice. I scream at you, and you don't even notice. You don't want to notice, do you? I call to try to talk to you, but you don't want to talk. I try to show you I love you, you don't want to see. I study you, your careful about what you say to me. I try to hug you, but you don't hug me as tightly anymore. I try to kiss you, but your lips have gone loveless. I try to talk to you, but your voice can't be found for me. You don't want me anymore, do you? I cry in your lap, and you push me away. You don't see me when I'm standing right in front of you. When your with me, do you think about her? Do you know I cry myself to sleep? Do you know I feel so unwanted, unnoticed? Do you care that I hurt? I'm dead inside, but you don't know that. I'm just a ghost in a world of life. I cry blood when I look at you. I'm alone when your right next to me. I'm unloved when you tell me you love me. I'm unwanted when you tell me you want me. I'm unnoticed when I finally die. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 200 [topic] => 61 [informant] => jordonsbaby17 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 6 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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