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[sid] => 123601
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => tears of a clown...*
[time] => 2006-07-23 18:37:44
[hometext] => my mask is seeping again .. with deceit ;;* anybody want to know my story?
[bodytext] => as i awaken the bed shakes..* its risen from its nightmares the ceiling swarming with darkness the sun is never risen its always delusive i embed myself in my mask the make-up blocking the pours aswell as the person underneath the clown mask smiles back at me a happy [fake] smile i use to be so much more than this i use to be real i dream that i will awake, rise from underneath the crown of death the tears smudge my eyes, making them almost human the make-up runs down my cheek sliding its blooded texture. my self-esteem gone along with the person i was tears rolling make-up lost i see the freak underneath the beautiful ugliness of normality the tears of a clown are long gone the paper tissues wipe away the plastic mask and the clown face lays laughing alone. the person iam lives once again for what might be a minute before the mask is re-applied .. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 199 [topic] => 76 [informant] => Hannah_Heaven [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => obsession )
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