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[sid] => 12251
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => I don't know
[time] => 2003-02-09 03:30:00
[hometext] =>
[bodytext] => I don't know what to do with myself,
The pain grows deep, And the cuts become less shallow, I see the blood running, But I am too numb to notice, The pain that I should be feeling, I am destroyed against the broken wind, I am gone, and always forgotten, I disappear like a faded dream, Laying on my bed, The memories haunting me, And killing me slowly, I can see your faces, I can see your lips, The way they locked, The pain that they caused, I can see you holding her, I can see you caressing her hair, The visions blur my eyes, Like hot ashes to your skin, I can hear the words that you said, I can remember what we did, I can remember how I loved you, But I can never forgive you for the misery you put me through, I will let go of what happened, And I won't hold it against you, But to see it happen again, Before my eyes, I can't see it, I can't feel it, I can't watch it, I don't need to be dead, Those three months, Killed me more than anything, And messed me up to the point of suicide, If I go through it again, It will cause my death, And I need to fight for life, I am here and no one can take that from me.... [comments] => 2 [counter] => 170 [topic] => 22 [informant] => dark_angel_babay [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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