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[aid] => mick
[title] => I was just afraid
[time] => 2006-06-09 20:32:48
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[bodytext] => Darkened skies fall upon me Clouding away the sun I wander aimlessly through nothingness And wonder where I am… Lost adrift in a world full of confusion Alone and tearful Stretched to my limits… Trying harder everyday… Yet falling ever deeper into misery Gripping the soft steel To caress my soul… The sharpened edge runs smoothly Across the skin you once cherished… Pressing into the flesh you once loved And now you’ve left behind… The hated words i fear that you will tell me Of the happiness he brings… Of how he sets your world ablaze Makes it easier for me… Cutting grooves into my veins To take away this pain… The sadness that overwhelms me And drives me to my knees… The hate I have for him And the fact that your not here with me... Kills me… And yet this is the answer… It was all along… I was just afraid… But now sitting here Drunk... Miserable... Crying... I see its how it has to be… And though you may cry It will pass in a few days… And then you will be happy And that’s what really matters… Cutting through this weakened flesh Releasing this pain in me Finally a chance to escape… I just can’t take it anymore… [comments] => 3 [counter] => 277 [topic] => 13 [informant] => holderofthestone [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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