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[sid] => 120337
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Second After Everyone Else.
[time] => 2006-05-18 16:43:33
[hometext] => Sorry if anyone is appalled by some of my language. I'm just kinda upset right now, and i felt that my poem just wouldnt have the same effect without.
[bodytext] => The second choice, second rated guy I am. What a joke. I hate my life. The **** up’s, past out on the floor on coke. Getting everything. Second Choice in everything I do. ******* hate my life no one has a clue. Winner takes all, Second lives with the consequence. Of knowing they weren’t good enough. Second place such a disgrace.. Second choice , second quality of life. Second best, I might as well have been worst. Never First, Always the one being push around. Sick of my life, Sick of the pain, sick of nothing ever going my way. Sick of whining, cause nothing changed. I’ve always been just second best. Even to ******* stoners, with there escapist view on life. Couldn’t give a **** about anyone but themselves. Still somehow I fall behind. And now I give up on this cruel, harsh life. If I wasn’t such a coward, I’d commit suicide. But I’m yellow. I hate this world so much, and yet I haven’t got the guts to leave. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 162 [topic] => 61 [informant] => His_Infernal_Majesty [notes] => Edited due to the use of banned words. YPDC is a family site and language like this will not be tolerated here. Please read the site rules. Thankyou. - Moderator_16 [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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