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[sid] => 119550
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Infinite Pain
[time] => 2006-05-05 15:29:36
[hometext] => me and my friend wrote this, so im giving her some credit too
[bodytext] => everything already fell b4 my eyes, crumbling me and leaving me to sulk in my own anger and drown in my depression and as i break into pieces i hope to wake from this nightmare the nightmare that i will never wake up from, leaving me in hell the pain is too real for me to be sleeping, i need to wake up, my heart is bleeding.. i can feel my heart tear into two and the only words i whisper are "damnit i still love you" even though you were the reason and the cause of all of this infinite pain i just can't make it go away the pain will never cease i falling i know it, help me god please falling forever, with nobody to catch me but the cold hard ground when he's gone..will i ever be found? it all seemed so perfect, so real, was it a mistake? i believed and i fell for some stupid fake i thought he was the one, i thought he was different, but how i turned out to be so wrong i never thought i could be hurt this way, hating every waking moment of each and every day with the infinite bleeding of my heart, never going to stop, never to cease i don't know if i can make it much further, i ask again god please! take the lies take the pain, hear my cries hear my pleas! oh god take it away! i cant take it anymore! make it stop, i cant make it stop, oh please stop the pain, stop all the imperfections, just stop EVERYTHING stop me in time to be in an infinite numb state take my heart, take my veins, take my life or change this fate take my words and take my hate just please take it all away but this sweet salvation will never come i still love you. i'll never be done i want to keep going but my mind won't let me, but my heart is showing my mind tells me no, my heart tells me yes, so confused by everything i am one disaster, one mess this is not a big change, i must confess, since i've met you, i've been thoughtless it's just too much pain i know i can't take, i'm not like you, i'm not a fake i am completely real, and you don't ***** care what i feel you never did and won't get the chance so as you rip up my heart. would you like to dance? [comments] => 1 [counter] => 151 [topic] => 22 [informant] => sewntogether [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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