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[aid] => mick
[title] => Darkened Heart
[time] => 2006-04-23 00:34:22
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[bodytext] => Eyelids drowning, Memories resurfacing tonight Black and white flashbacks only bring back the fright Of an age where innocence was left in the dust Speaking no words, bitter taste of disgust Not knowing how to tend a confused emotion, Or anger that brings upon a strong notion Of a soul so torn, far from living whole Less than expected, a life harder to control Shaky hand writes a letter that you will read Way to express, lonely girls desperate cry and plead Paper wrinkled with X’ed words on every line Shows a struggle of a life she can’t even define My life in a way I would like to explain…. Began her confession bleeding out all her pain The tears never seem to want to die on my face Reflections in the windows are lost without a trace As I wake everyday I wonder why am I still here To fight a demon, knowing inside it will never disappear When stepping forward, dragged two strides back Proving the self-control that I so long, but lack You say you understand, have me all figured out Blank stare only shows, you know nothing about This paranoia, a chain binded so tight to the skin Suffocating every good thing that lies within How can you say you feel what Im going through When you have yet one clue that Im far overdue Needing someone to hold me and tell everything will be fine That one day you will wake up and the pain with resign I have waited for countless years, My patience has run out I will take my life on a different path, the opposite route So thank you once again for all the problems that I face No longer will you worry, I’ll be in a happier place Weeds erupt from the dead, lifeless ground No flowers will be placed on the grave, Not one cross will be set on the mound Here lies a girl who only wanted to be healed, Lived a life of lies, her reality never revealed, Let this be a lesson for all those who are lost, Don’t pretend, its not to late, don’t let these two paths be crossed [comments] => 0 [counter] => 196 [topic] => 13 [informant] => 4everbroken [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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