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[sid] => 118706
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => I felt this thing.. I can't replace.
[time] => 2006-04-20 20:06:55
[hometext] =>
[bodytext] => the hardest thing is knowing that i'm about to lose everything that i've built up to. everything before this point is lost. i've tried to replace it with different people and other things but everything is hollow without you here. i could scream as much as i wanted cry as many tears as i could but believe me it can't it can't, it won't, begin to show how many times i've wanted to do something about this, about everything. how many times that my nerves have gotten the best of me in any situation. how many times feeling so so, so weak has pulled me down into a place i dont ever want to experience again, but somehow always do. how many times i've written about changing what will happen, but never, never do it. i'm all talk, all words and no action. the hardest thing is knowing that i'm about to lose everything and i could do something about it, but i'm too nervous, too weak to try and solve it. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 220 [topic] => 21 [informant] => silentpwn [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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