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[sid] => 118330
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Desperation from sorrow
[time] => 2006-04-14 17:04:30
[hometext] => Not sure why i wrote this, It just came to me so I wrote it down.
[bodytext] => I feel the pain, as i push it against my vein Pain is my asprin Releaving me of all my stress Starts to bleed, as I feel it going deeper A fountain of red springs from my arm Its so beautifull, i cant help but smile This pain is all I know The only thing I feel The only thing I show Hatred is what im full of People around me can see it And people that take the time to get to know me See my good side For it is with them, I do abide Though I may be bitter Im no ordinary critter Im insane, thats what they say I am crazy no doubt today I need to know that someone cares I just cant see any good in myself When i look all I see is hate,pain and sorrow Maybe all this will change tomorrow How can I be so enslaved By the system I helped engrave I am just a failure, no good found here Only darkness, and hate my dear For I am alone, in this great depression I am alone only she is my great obssesion I need to find a place to stay Somewhere far far away Lurking deep within my mind My only escape is the one you helped me create [comments] => 2 [counter] => 176 [topic] => 48 [informant] => Michael_Bevins [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 1 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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