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[aid] => mick
[title] => The Lesson This Soul Has Yet To Learn
[time] => 2006-04-09 11:18:07
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[bodytext] => Teach this soul a lesson Burn through this disease No, not to believe Not a metahpor Not what I achieve This is all true This is all real Nothing washes the interior And it doesn't appeal I've had enough I don't wanna keep lying I don't wanna keep dying I just wanna know The answers to all my questions Do I have to keep asking myself Every single day Am I perfect? Is it ok? No its not! Nothing is ever ok The only plausible explanation: I am a complete mistake Why else would I have to Search for meaning? Why else would I Wait to start bleeding? Thus the result The bruises and scars The deeper deeper pleading The wanting to have meaning Wishing, hoping, praying Anything within my grasp My confusion I want to be alive Wishing to thrive The wanting, the contiunal waning The craving for anwswers Hunger for truth Burning as opposed to cut Maybe it better... To burn is to To want something more To try and learn So simply ask why And get nothing in return Forced to grow up My soul has yet to learn So I will try to teach it a lesson Although not willingly I wish things weren’t this hard As thought I wasn’t meant to be I don't wanna be alone I know I'm not I'm just so messed up I don't mean to be I'm so sorry Just hear my plead As I beg for forgiveness I ask for somehting more Please, answer my questions For I will ask no more [comments] => 2 [counter] => 255 [topic] => 48 [informant] => SmileSkinDeep [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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