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[aid] => mick
[title] => Internal Destruction
[time] => 2006-03-06 13:37:21
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[bodytext] => Its 2:00 in the morning and I can’t sleep The hall is silent Which is why all these thoughts begin to seep I feel like I have nowhere else to vent Inside my stomachs turning I feel full of disgust and shame But my heart is like fire burning And for all this I have no one but myself to blame I wish all I wanted is God There are times I wish I wasn’t human I wish I was God’s tool like Moses’ rod But I am only human I feel worthless and alone I sometimes feel as if I don’t belong But my faith in Him is as like bone There are cracks all along But with time they will mend The time in which they heal is what gets hard But God has an angel He will someday send To take away all the pain that I feel I play the thoughts again in my head Praying to God I will be alright With tears in my eyes I go to bed And dream about the long and weary fight [comments] => 1 [counter] => 157 [topic] => 13 [informant] => Meg84 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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