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Array ( [sid] => 115776 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => my life as i wished it never to be [time] => 2006-03-03 17:23:21 [hometext] => this was writen when a bunch of things happened and i had to write about it ~plz comment~ [bodytext] => ive changed so much
why do i let it happen this way
i want to go back to the jessica that didnt take crap
turned out to be the one type of girl i said i never be
feeling as if a failure
my life i must tailor
to be a respectable girl
change my image of insanity
(which will be hard)
for my reputation is not the best
being asked to do this or that
why have i let my self respect drop so much
do i like the feeling of being accetanced?
once opon a time i was the outcast
does it make me feel special?
i was special person b4
the feelings of resent,dissaprovementand degrade
are my emotions always
so many of my old friends would not even talk
to me if they knew all that i have alouded
will i ever beable to handle saying "NO"
to everyone
EVEN HIM,TO WHICH I PLACE IN MY HEART.
forgive me for what i have done,am doing,and will do
2/28/06 [comments] => 3 [counter] => 186 [topic] => 32 [informant] => crazy [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
my life as i wished it never to be

Contributed by crazy on Friday, 3rd March 2006 @ 05:23:21 PM in AEST
Topic: SadPoetry



ive changed so much
why do i let it happen this way
i want to go back to the jessica that didnt take crap
turned out to be the one type of girl i said i never be
feeling as if a failure
my life i must tailor
to be a respectable girl
change my image of insanity
(which will be hard)
for my reputation is not the best
being asked to do this or that
why have i let my self respect drop so much
do i like the feeling of being accetanced?
once opon a time i was the outcast
does it make me feel special?
i was special person b4
the feelings of resent,dissaprovementand degrade
are my emotions always
so many of my old friends would not even talk
to me if they knew all that i have alouded
will i ever beable to handle saying "NO"
to everyone
EVEN HIM,TO WHICH I PLACE IN MY HEART.
forgive me for what i have done,am doing,and will do
2/28/06




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Re: my life as i wished it never to be (User Rating: 1 )
by Ineedanap on Friday, 3rd March 2006 @ 06:44:19 PM AEST
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Amazing poem. It's so scary how much i can relate. Its like you took the words right out of my mouth from my soul. i can feel the anger, the hurt, and the confusion. I hope it all gets better.
Much Love,
~Brooke


Re: my life as i wished it never to be (User Rating: 1 )
by sararose1950 on Friday, 3rd March 2006 @ 08:23:56 PM AEST
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today-just today matters- just this moment how we feel about ourselves-free to be
Peace and Light


Re: my life as i wished it never to be (User Rating: 1 )
by romance_pyro on Wednesday, 8th March 2006 @ 12:27:10 PM AEST
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....Welcome back sissy. Hey dont worry you will be who you are soon enough.We all have to live our split lives. You know mine between the Army and Being home and then who i really am. Dont worry ill help you become who you want and need to be. it will be fun laterz.




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