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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => broken home
[time] => 2006-02-24 16:54:11
[hometext] => This has just been a major issue in my life, and it helps to write about it, and get it out on paper since i dont like talking about it to people
[bodytext] => I can remember it like yesterday, waking up in the middle of the night I was on 7 years old, and all I could hear was the loudness of the fight I look outside my door to see his hands clamped around her throat For the first moment I wish he would have left just get up and grap his coat This was when I knew nothing was right, and nothing would ever be the same For a couple of months I thought I was the one to blame But it was the alcohol that had a hold and wouldn’t let go You didn’t see the problems, because this is all you know Growing up in a home where alcohol solved the problem, and beatings were okay Oh how I wish you could change, everyday I prey You’ll walk in my life as quickly as you walk out I thought this time you would really be there, even though I had a doubt Well of course I was wrong once again always believing what you say I should have known better I should have known you wouldn’t change you way. I know you love me with all your heart, and I will forever love you too But I don’t think you have any clue what you have put me through All this pain isn’t so easy to forget Every time I cried, and for my whole life I’ve been upset Maybe someday you’ll be back, but I won’t let you in I’ll try to keep you off my mind, your not getting under my skin Don’t get me wrong you know I Love you and that will always stay the same But I can’t keep living like this; you’re the only one to blame And now you have another daughter, she’s barely even one I prey that you will always be there for her, her life has only begun Don’t let her grow up without a father feeling confused Don’t let her heart forever felling bruised I know how it feels to not have you there I felt unloved my whole life, it just wasn’t fair Everyday I wake up in despair Always in anger I just don’t care [comments] => 2 [counter] => 342 [topic] => 23 [informant] => alisanben7653 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => FamilyPoems )
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