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[sid] => 115279
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => My Fear
[time] => 2006-02-23 15:16:05
[hometext] => I wrote this two days ago..It took me a while to admit it..but i had to let it out..
[bodytext] => My Fear I try not to think about it I try to block it out But everywhere I turn, it's right there infront of me I try to ignore it And at times I even deny it My fear influences my life Sometimes too much It makes me sad It makes me scared It even makes me cry Tell me What do you feel when you see something horrible happen? Does it affect you in any way? Tell me What do you feel when you see One of the people you love the most.. ....Die Tell me how would you deal with it Tell me how would you face it Tell me how you could ever live normally after that Because to me If someone I love would die I would die with them In that given moment My heart would be ripped apart I'd cry I'd deny it I wouldn't want to face it I wouldn't know what to do with myself Yet I know it's real It really is happening So I'd ask God why, over and over again Cry my eyes out Then everyday I'd think about that person Thinking about how different life is without them Thinking about how empty my life is without them How the memories will soon fade And soon so will the images of their precious faces My loved ones are like angels to me They are my world I am scared..so scared That when one dies they all will die One after one.. And I don't think that I could bare to watch that happen One by one my world would get torn apart This fear of mine would put an end to my life I wish I could get this fear out of my head Everyday it runs like a train through my mind It's so fast I can't stop it I hope one day I'll have the courrage to face it [comments] => 1 [counter] => 199 [topic] => 32 [informant] => Gigi_15 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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