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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Playing the Part
[time] => 2003-01-27 05:45:11
[hometext] => this one has been inside me for years, but i couldn't find the words until tonight
[bodytext] => i wish that you could see inside my shell
i wish i could remove this mask worn so long, it became my face now i don't even know myself i hid from everything and everyone unable to deal with the simplest task terrified of rejection too wary of others still nursing wounds from my last cast of "friends" it kills me to know that despite the fact that we're together you will never really know me at all just love the man i pretend to be this make-believe life that i act out it ***** with my head to know that the one time i was myself (sorta) i was called crazy and arrested now you live with the best that i can falsely be and i'll never believe that you could love the REAL me i wonder if there's any real left in me became the role discarded the soul just watch as this tired movie unfolds i wish, for just one second i could show you the real me but, i'd only cry when you ran away just know that somewhere deep inside i love you with all that is left of my heart and as long as you promise to keep loving me i promise to keep playing the part [comments] => 1 [counter] => 158 [topic] => 13 [informant] => Cancer [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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