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[aid] => mick
[title] => Be Not...
[time] => 2006-01-22 06:42:32
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[bodytext] => I don't know what to do from here... I have no idea what's behind that door I so drastically fear. I loathe the nights I toss and turn; I run circles in dreams that seem endless in churn. Far fetched; control is lost... how much will this confusion thus cost? My mind, my heart, my sanity -- then what, for why? -- must I continue to try? Faith lost - hope gone. Nothing to motivate these ungreased wheels. Nothing to set motion upon these tired heels. Bridges burning that lead to any future I dream. I'm headed straight for the bottom, or though it would seem. I think -- and think to answers I beg to return to my thoughts before my hope does perilessly sink. To join the crowd -- to feel again -- Nothing to nowhere I fear I will end. Make haste, for my breaths are steadily ceasing; to catch not a wind of oxygen to inhale ~ will the last thing I complete, be not but to fail? [comments] => 3 [counter] => 162 [topic] => 61 [informant] => kareless [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 3 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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