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[aid] => mick
[title] => (((stare halfheartedly)))
[time] => 2006-01-21 18:21:09
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[bodytext] => I’m scared. My tongue slides restlessly over my teeth – A skier over snowdrifts, a truck crushing cars. Second one like my fingertips are sensitive to this touch of unassumed hardness. Unaware with flickering eyes and I don’t care but do I? Pained panicking an avoidation of death. An inviting crazed animals within the mind to rape me like i’m certain I would you. Moving quickly so I cannot see what I type and quick-fingered perseus to solve nothing but a gush of blood I stare halfheartedly. I don’t seem to care, or I’ve resigned to my shortcomings. Leave to save yourself the agitation of putting up with me. Stay, but realize I will see you as only I want. In everything contary, a flashing blue-red panic will separate you from me in my own mind and I know you hate me. I know you want to give it all up, no matter whether you do or not in reality. I’ve come to realize reality doesn’t matter to my state of being, and I may as well stop speaking now. [2005-01-20 00:11:21] [comments] => 1 [counter] => 725 [topic] => 36 [informant] => SensitiveSoAbused [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 3 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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