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[sid] => 111921
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Only Way Out
[time] => 2005-12-21 21:09:20
[hometext] => Once again a broken and shattered soul.. you know comment me and tell me what you think thanks...
[bodytext] => I could never ever be more sorry Sorry is a word full of regret and sadness Sorry is my life, only there is only one thing that I don’t regret YOU! Everything in my life is meaningless without you! You are my only, my world, my universe! Why do I try to hurt you, wait I have drug you down into my sick world! I do this to everyone I touch, pull them down into my hateful world My miserable world of grief and pain! Why do I do this? I must seal myself away! Hide myself somehow… how can I achieve this hidden me? Only one way, through the rough and treacherous way The way known as death! This is the only way to save some as I must I must not destroy others as I already have myself! I must die, kill myself in the most painful way so I can experience the pain I have put on others. I feel only dread, and sadness as I pull the match from the box. I am determined to make it ohh so painful I will light the match and then pull the knife slowly into my body. Tonight will be the night of your awakening, for all As I light the match I feel the heat of the flame and look forward to the pain. I drop the match and my room quickly ignites, I reach over as I begin to feel the flames and grab the sharpened knife I pull it into my body, as slow as I can so I may get the full effect I fall, the flames over take me! I see your face, I smile because you are the only happy thing in my life I wish I could repay the debt that I have in your favor. I cry out I LOVE YOU! But you don’t hear You are home asleep on your bed, asleep and as beautiful as ever [comments] => 1 [counter] => 454 [topic] => 36 [informant] => Mallard8 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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