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[sid] => 108666
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[aid] => mick
[title] => Just Me
[time] => 2005-10-28 21:07:22
[hometext] => i wrote this today b4 i went to school because i knew this was going to be a horrible day PLEASE COMMENT
[bodytext] => im the bottom of my gut'i have that feeling again of hate,lonlyness,anger,sadness how do i make it stop all the thoughts in my head just seem to run together my pain and misery i will try and control in other ways tocut or commit suicide no on will ever understand me i hate my life i hate how i look all i know is hate depression is my best friend always there telling me how to feel what to say how to act they tell me to stop i like to pop them in the ******* head tell themall just to shut the **** up you dont know any thing about me dont tell me what to do you ***** always having anger of different personalities will i ever let them out to show what i think or do i keep my hidden image never wanting them to find out about what ive done or what i think of doing i try to tell but my fear is holding me back i love to be myself by myself depression for me is ok because its how i feel to die would be the best thing will anyone notice that im gone does anyone care about me for real what will come after i die nothing but maggots eating out my guts and eyes there i lay forgotten invisable to everyone and everything being devowered by maggots 10/ 28/ 05 [comments] => 3 [counter] => 164 [topic] => 13 [informant] => crazy [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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