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[sid] => 108308
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Jigsaw
[time] => 2005-10-23 16:12:31
[hometext] => Quote in the poem is from another poem of mine.
[bodytext] => Interrelated entwined elated Pieces fit and thouroughly debated. Gulping down confusion Surrounded in disillusion. Love love all that I care for Is slowly reforming into something else. What is my hand doing, typing things I don't know about Possessed by something else. Do I mean the things I think, or are they just injected by your influence? Throbbing numbness What am I, and what am I doing? Short spurts of emotion here and there, but when I revert There is nothing. Is this how happiness feels? Is this what satisfaction brings? Is this why people make things bad for themselves; to feel like this is somewhat disturbing. If it is, then, I will get used to it. I will not be like humans, always wanting more. I refuse. I would never lie to the ones I love. Isn't everything else irrelevant? Who do I love? And why do I love them? And why do I put certain values above others? I am no better than anyone else But I put some below me. I am nothing but a life, So I put their lives as more important. "If there is nothing wrong with me, where is all this self hate-coming from?" It comes from environment and genes. Nothing matters so why do I have emotion? I'm logical and cynical and losing sense of touch. Don't let me lose love. Don't let me lose him. Don't let me lose my care. Don't let me lose who I am, I would have nothing to live for, and so I ask, Why? Why life? Why death caused by life? Why is there hurt Why is there no respect Why do we cling to survival and why do we fear? [comments] => 2 [counter] => 245 [topic] => 48 [informant] => AssassinatorGirl [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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