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[aid] => mick
[title] => crying
[time] => 2005-10-20 21:51:34
[hometext] => I am in a very dark place right now and I'm sure I won't think this way in a few days but it's how i'm feeling now and writing it makes me feel better.
[bodytext] => I sit here crying once again, over my lover, my partner, my life, my friend. My heart feels heavy and weak from trying, my body tired from all the crying. I wish it would stop beating all together, but I don't have the guts to pull the trigger. Those are horrible things to think I know, and I want to see my children grow. I think to myself I have to be strong, to be here for my babies, to carry on. I want to leave but that wouldn't help, It wouldn't hurt you, I would be hurting myself. That sounds really messed up right, to stay with you when all we do is fight. And to leave that would cause me more pain, the thought of no "us" would drive me insane. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 180 [topic] => 48 [informant] => twobabies [notes] => Edited as Requested by Moderator_15 [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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