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[bodytext] => How am I supposed to tell you… When I am lost for words. When I’ve never learnt how to express my feelings. When I’ve never known a gentle touch. When I’ve never wanted anyone to mark my soul and carve their name into my heart… When my heart has never been open, but closed off from external threat, and locked away deep in its dungeon, safe from hurt and pain. My heart, ruled by the mind and protected by my unwillingness to learn how to love… Never ever, I swore, would my heart be moved… For better or for worse. Slowly but surely, I built the wall that became my prison. I seem cold and aloof to the outside world, but deep down inside I am drowning in the flood of confusion and doubt of which I alone am its creator. The puddle of dark emotions became bigger as the years went by. Now forming a stormy ocean, where the winds they freely rage and howl… The time has come for me to release myself from the strain that I’m under, and free myself from these chains. The time has come to open up this rusted prison gate and finally let you in… You are where I begin and love is where it should end You should be the one by whom I will be saved… You should be where my life will start, You should be my graceful ending… How, oh how am I supposed to tell you… When I am drowning… [comments] => 2 [counter] => 176 [topic] => 43 [informant] => Davinah [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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