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[aid] => mick
[title] => My Smile
[time] => 2005-09-25 12:30:21
[hometext] => 7/18/05 I used to smile so much when I was with my friends but all summer I was with just my parents on this big trip, and I NEVER smiled, when I came back, I laughed* and it actually hurt* to laugh.
[bodytext] => I know you love it when I smile, But I can't bring myself to show it. I laugh when I cry. I laugh when I'm down. But I don't smile when I'm laughing. When I think of you I want to, But I still can't, no matter. Before, I couldn't stop smiling, But that was before it ... hurt. Now I'm crying but not laughing. These tears are genuine. Because I love you, no matter. I wish I would smile, Like before and I'd bite my lip, Just to stop enough to speak. But now there's no need to talk. All my pain is showing. It gleams in my face and eyes. It used to hide behind that smile. But what now, that it is gone? [comments] => 2 [counter] => 181 [topic] => 32 [informant] => Elayner27 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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