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[aid] => mick
[title] => The Rut
[time] => 2005-09-17 00:26:33
[hometext] => This was written last wednesday when i was thinking about killing myself again.
[bodytext] => I am falling into a dark spiral and I can't get out. I finally started making my way climbing back to the top. Although now I have lost my footing and I am slipping, I am slipping really really fast. Nothing seems to be going right in my life. My happiness is deminishing and I once again am turning into a shallow shell of the person that I used to be. At one time in my life I thought I made it through, but I guess not. This is not me but I don't even know who I can or who I should be anymore, Everything is falling apart at the seams including my heart. I don't know what to do I tried to talk to some people didn't help me at all they said it's just one of those days, but it's not. Only I know how long this has been going on and no one but me knows exactly how I feel I just didn't know what to do.I just wish I knew what to do right now I am stuck in a rut and I am not good at climbing.
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The Rut
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ilhsa
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Saturday, 17th September 2005 @ 12:26:33 AM in AEST
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I am falling into a dark spiral and I can't get out. I finally started making my way climbing back to the top. Although now I have lost my footing and I am slipping, I am slipping really really fast. Nothing seems to be going right in my life. My happiness is deminishing and I once again am turning into a shallow shell of the person that I used to be. At one time in my life I thought I made it through, but I guess not. This is not me but I don't even know who I can or who I should be anymore, Everything is falling apart at the seams including my heart. I don't know what to do I tried to talk to some people didn't help me at all they said it's just one of those days, but it's not. Only I know how long this has been going on and no one but me knows exactly how I feel I just didn't know what to do.I just wish I knew what to do right now I am stuck in a rut and I am not good at climbing.
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Re: The Rut
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by death_not_be_feared on
Saturday, 17th September 2005 @ 01:49:45 AM AEST
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| good write very deep |
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Re: The Rut
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Saturday, 17th September 2005 @ 04:16:08 AM AEST
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| i know the feeling, well-expressed |
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Re: The Rut
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Monday, 6th February 2006 @ 04:02:46 PM AEST
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| very good. i can totally relate to this. nice job! ^^ |
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