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[aid] => Mick
[title] => You
[time] => 2003-01-17 11:20:00
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[bodytext] => Tears flow down your cheeks,
why you've got no idea. You just want to curl up alone, and yet alone is the last thing you want to be. Your emotions are so ***** up right now, you kept going from happy to sad, but now they seem stuck on depressed. There is no real reason for this, today's been a normal day. Like didn't suck anymore than it did yesterday. You're so easily irritated today, by friends, family, and most of all yourself. You get on your own nerves, because you want what you can't have. She's unattainable, she's out of reach, she's got somebody else, and so do you. Why do you torture yourself with her? Why do you think of her so much? You're such a bad person, you are going to hell, because you ALWAYS do this. You shouldn't be in relationships, you don't handle them well. You're to young to make commitment, and yet it's what you crave. Attention, love, caring, is all you think you want. But all you really want is fun, you don't want to be with just one person, except of course for her. You always tell yourself you'll be good, you always tell yourself he'll be your last. You lie. You do it again, over and over, because you're such a stupid whore. You shouldn't even be thinking of her, but you were. She was on your mind when you talked to him, she's ALWAYS on your mind. Nobody knows you feel this way, nobody knows you feel so strongly for her, they think you love someone else. They think it's a crush. Well good, maybe it is. You're sure you'll get over it eventually, but for now you're feeling bad. So you curl up alone and cry, and hate your horrible life, and yourself for making it what it is. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 210 [topic] => 21 [informant] => Angel12881 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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