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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Emotions From Hell
[time] => 2005-09-13 22:59:47
[hometext] => Bipolar
[bodytext] => So here i am sitting alone in the dark Waiting for life to gimme a spark Would light appear and take me from this evil? Would the urges to cut disappear if i gave in to a needle? I feel very sad today Looking outside at the cold dark bay I feel the tears whell up inside me Will i ever be free This bipolar is leaving me insane God life is killing my brain So afraid to let my emotions go Afraid ill cry and cant stop the flow Salty tears fall down my cheeks Havent cried in atleast 4 weeks Would you like to see the soul that ive hidden for so long? Havent prayed --thats just so wrong Ive cut into soul Seeking for my whole And all i found was emptiness No i dont feel too much bliss I wanna go home Sleep in my bed of chrome Have you ever had the feeling that you wernt good enough? So you tried to put up a face and be tough? Have you ever felt so sad, that the whole world could break your heart? Its like ive been depressed like this from the start. I seem to bite back the anger Seem to avoid all the danger Ive drawn red marker on my body To signify the blood-i was naughty Im overwhelmed with saddness Wish i was delighted in gladness I feel so lost in this earth Feel like my next ticket out is in a hearse I just want to dissapear My life has become insinscere [comments] => 1 [counter] => 180 [topic] => 32 [informant] => _Kerlimka_ [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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